HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Didn't think id make it through huh? Did you think that id abandon all you dear readers(not sure if there is any) out there for my selfish aimless goals?(actually i would) but anyway i wasn't about to let my blog dissipate into the dark corners of the world wide web am i?
So what happened the last few months? How did i end up not blogging? Where did i disappeared to suddenly? ok for 1 i was working my ass off for my final projects and for Addys(ad competition). I got all worked up that i pushed aside blogging for a while and even after both of the deadlines were over i procrastinated on updating my blog then computer problems... and taa daaaa thats how it got to this point, boyz and gals.
Well enough of the bad news. I'm itching to get to the good part right now. i don't usually do this much bragging but its kinda like a big deal to me so here goes... WE WON! WE WON 2 GOLDEN BALLS! and now i have extras, just in case something happens to mine! Okay to be more specific, remember this competition i got into? the advertising one? yes, we managed to bag in 2 golden addys for both our entries!yeeppeee da do la day!
Now i guess well start working for the one show which is due in a months time and i guess that's where all the big boys are gona compete. wish us luck!
Lessons learned? hard work does pay off...(sometimes), and blogs don't update themselves even after u draw sticky note stating 'magically update' and post it up on ur monitor and try clicking on it for a gazillion times, it just don't.

lies lies... i didn't come up with a post at all :)
well i have an excuse too... im busy.
anyway sometime this week or next there should be a new one posted... again.. this might be a lie...
chioz!

oOOOoOoOoOoOoOo........no updates =.='

ill post one soon i hope... :)

just haven't been spending a lot of time online lately.

The seventh greatest sin!

In many ways ENVY might seem like a small matter, and i mean you might think... who cares if ur a bit green when some of your friends outperform you or achieve something you didn't, who cares if you wanted that job so badly and some asshole who digs his nose and drinks cherry pepsi(NOT COOL) gets it, who cares if someone kicked ur ass in a game and left you by the dumpster in disgrace and embarrassment. Apparently ur brain cares, deep down in some dark shaded areas of ur brain it matters and it wants to blow that fucking jerk (as in literally obliverate that person with a C4, not the other blow, mind you) into a million pieces and that's just because of ENVY.

But the funny thing is that the feelings of ENVY gets stronger or in a way worse when it comes to the people who are the closest to you or the people you love and care about. Which means lets say ur best friend beats you in a test, you would go all out to make him do bad in his next test if you have the chance or something like that, and this happens to 75 percent of the entire human population! which means prob your one of them! Yeap, ain't that a bummer.

There is a few ways people tend to response to ENVY and i guess its in a sort of unconscious way(results of studying social psychology people!!). The 1st is one of the suck-iest,just hate them, avoid them,keep your distance, break the friendship, that sort of stuff. The second is a more competitive way, which is to out perform them, resort to worst means to get back at the person, or just work harder :P. The last one is to reduce the importance of how much the goals (the thing that you want so much and didn't get it) means to you and maintain that friendship. But for some reasons nobody seems to like the last alternative, 75 percent of the people would rather blow their friends!

Anyway why im blogging about this? well, its connected to life y'all!! xD its a problem which goes on and on in our lives without us noticing it and its something we humans tend to do because we have a bitchy brain(i mean who needs brains??!!) So think about it the next time you become the HULK, would you choose ENVY over friendship ? Id hate to see a friendship go down the drain.

Yeap iv long awaited for Microsoft stand up for the pc users and come back with a response to the "Mac vs Pc" ads and as much as i thought those ads(macs)were good ,it was childish.

im still a pc guy and id prob would prefer pc over mac for next eternity. So heres the ad.


This ad is what i call a tasteful come back by Microsoft, instead of bashing up their competitors like what the mac ad did, Microsoft came up with a more realistic,solid, and meaningful way for a come back and conveyed a message of what Microsoft is about, its users.

There was another ad which Microsoft came up with pairing up bill gates and Seinfeld, that one was a big question mark for me, i mean pairing up 2 successful billionaire icons in one ad of nothingness was confusing me? i mean what was the message in the ads? Anyhow the ad was about how Microsoft is so out of touch with its users? But Microsoft is ending and replacing it after 2 commercial, as i guess it didn't really get the buzz they wanted which i thought was a much much better idea :)

Dear love covenant,

Well it seems to me the people of the world has started to lack their values or is it just me, there are so many moments when i felt betrayed or was it the naive-ness or gullibility i have which led me to think so. i ve tried my best to treat everyone the best i can upon moral conducts which i have been brought up with all my life and yes i do believe in karma. I BELIEVED that if you treat people with kindness it won't be be weigh upon your conscience and soon returned. The only thing i get in return is the mask of friendship, nothing more, a system which leaches on mutual benefits. Lately i am starting to feel that amongst all this complications, i too have started creating a facade of my true emotions and feelings, betraying myself in the process, still trying to treat some people the best i can however knowing that in me i don't really mean it. and I feel fake.

Sometimes i wonder how people manage to live their lives through it like that, is it possible to have no sense of guilt? no sense of loyalty? Or is it about survival of the fittest and selfishness? because i do feel it and it weighs down on me heavily. i might say that i don't care, forget about those losers, or maybe let those fuckers rot in hell!>.< but i do care, that is why i put up with the face, hoping that one day it wouldn't just be a face anymore. but I feel the efforts of trying to maintain a friendship go to waste again and again. What happened to the days when childhood friends grew up, sticking by one another, bros of hoes?,that kinda stuff? maybe iv been watching too much tv.

However i still do believe in friendship, in those thin lines there are still a handful of wonderful wonderful people who ill believe wholeheartedly and do anything to maintain their friendship.

aren't i a dramatic one :)